Dearest Sonne --
I listened to "Good Day Sunshine" by The Beatles today. It was the first time I was able to hear it without tearing up.
Do you remember how daddy and I would sing it and change the lyrics from the title to "Morgen Sonne"? It was our anthem for you both long before you were born. It was the perfect song to express how excited we were about your impending arrival. It was the perfect song to capture our love of you both and of our family.
I have a whole playlist of songs that remind me of our excitement. I have a whole playlist of songs that remind me of our joy. Our love. Our girls. And of all these songs, "Good Day Sunshine" has been the one that I have not been able to listen to since we lost you.
Until today.
Today hearing your anthem made me smile.
Today thinking about dancing and singing "Morgen Sonne" while massively pregnant gave me hope.
We love you and we miss you. But today, "I need to laugh and when the Sun is out. I've got something I can laugh about. I feel good in a special way. I'm in love and it's a sunny day. Morgen Sonne!.."
All my love always....Mommy
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