The holidays are upon us.
Thanksgiving just passed and, while it was a lovely holiday, it was always very difficult. Daddy and I have been missing you more and more each day it seems. And now Christmas is right around the corner.
We are trying to stay positive. We are trying to enjoy your sister and how much she's changing. We are trying.
We put up the Christmas Tree over the weekend. I managed to drop one of the pink bootie ornaments. Your father started to cry. I did to, but I also had to pick up the glass since Cole was laying where it broke and was surrounded by little shards. We cried a lot that afternoon. We were given a sun ornament for you. Daddy hung it on the tree in the perfect place. We see it every day.
Morgen seems to really like the lights on the tree.
She's changing so much. It's amazing to watch. We keep wondering what you would be doing now had you survived your surgery.
It's tough.
I feel really disconnect from people these days. Not the family, but from friends. It feels like people don't know what to say or do around me, so people are just avoiding me. That's makes me sad.
Wow...my iTunes just started playing "Good Day Sunshine." I don't know how that happened as my phone was updating and I wasn't playing any music. How that song used to bring us such joy as we would sing "Morgen Sonne" instead of the actual lyrics.
Your Aunt Kristine wrote a book for your sister. It's called "Good Day Sunshine" and it's about you. It's a lovely book.
Oh how we miss you so.
xoxo...Mommy.
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